Monday, July 30, 2012

Don't push me cuz I'm close to the edge.

“Words can be like x-rays if you use them properly — they’ll go through anything. You read and you’re pierced.” — Aldous Huxley

Words that pierce me:
"You can't make me happy, not like ____."
"I don't love you, I don't feel anything when I am with you."
"Can you meet me? I'm in the toilet."
"Just know, that I will be so happy when I die. Don't for a second be sad, because I will be ecstatically happy. This is what I have wanted for so long."
"I wanna like other people."
"I think I'm just going to go home."
"I don't want you, I just want you to want me."

Please get better because I don't think my heart will let you go until I know you won't die.

"It is dreadful when something weighs on your mind, not to have a soul to unburden yourself to. You know what I mean. I tell my piano the things I used to tell you." — Frederic Chopin