Dear Mama Goose,
I am so sorry that I nearly lost you (both as a friend and literally). You mean so much to me. I finally understand how you let people to hold your pain (quietly and unprompted). I don't think I could ever tell you all this because it would mean admitting that I wanted to be lost in the first place (a concept that shocks me too). I'm sorry Papa Goose hurt you like he did. I really miss our little family of three. I wanted to believe in that type of family.
I will love you forever, I hope you know x